There are times when a hug can help us break a frustration/anxiety vicious circle. Unfortunately, sometimes a hug is not available when we need one. Comfort food takes its place.
Yesterday, I had an extremely frustrating day; one of those where you need a lot of energy to keep calm because you know you either end up crying or shouting, and neither options are very dignified. On top of that, I came back to a cold flat because my new high-tech thermostat (one of those I can control from your phone( needed to be reset at the receiver’s end, and therefore the boiler was not heating. I needed a hug, but there was nobody there to give me a hug.
Comfort food is the closest thing to receiving a hug. Eating something we love makes us feel better. Whenever I think of comfort food, I remember the title of a British song of the fifties “It’s illegal, it’s immoral, or it makes you fat”. The mother of a friend of mine used to sing it all the time. As a man of a certain vintage, I should stop eating for pleasure. It is not good for me, or it makes me fat, which is not good for me. It would not be a surprise to those who know me, my favourite comfort food is ice-cream. I know I am not unique. However, I am very aware that ice-cream is not my ally in my personal battle with the scale.
When I need comfort food, but I am not desperate enough to go and buy ice-cream, I use a recently rediscovered family recipe. It does not have a history. It was never written down. It is something you learned by osmosis.
“Patatas” is a great comfort food. It is basically crushed boiled potatoes and eggs cooked in the oven. I associate it to cold and humid days of my youth in Northern Italy, when the fog envelopes you or when rain and wind makes it difficult to walk. Days when a warm home is your refuge.
I had put the memory of this dish in a metaphorical drawer in my brain until a cousin made it for me and my aunt after my mother’s funeral. The funeral took place on a cold and unseasonably foggy day. Fog in Northern Italy seldom happens in January, it is more common in October and November. Anyway, this cousin had prepared a large tray of “patatas” and kept them warm in the oven. Memories flooded back and now it is my go-to comfort food whenever good quality ice-cream is not around. It is also much easier on the calorie counts than a large tub of ice-cream.
It is a very easy dish, a very ‘forgiving’ recipe that easily lends itself to being made by somebody who is not very precise when cooking (somebody like me).
500g of miniature potatoes.
Four eggs
Olive oil
Aromatic herbs, I use what I have. From oregano, to those herbal mixes like ‘Herbs De Provence’, ‘Mediterranean Seasoning’, etc. Rosemary works, Parsley doesn’t.
Boil the potatoes until you can crush them with a fork. I boil them for at least half an hour, longer if I forget about them. Put the potato in a bowl and start crushing them with a fork until you have a mash. Add four eggs, salt, and a teaspoon of olive oil. Then you mix everything until you have a consistent dough. Since I am not a professional, I use a fork to mix the dough. Put the dough in an oiled tray (I used baking foil, it is easier) and smooth the top. Add a sprinkle of olive oil (the equivalent of one tablespoon) on the surface then you add dry herbs. Put it in a 180 oven and leave it for at least 25 minutes. ‘At least’ because if you leave it longer you get a crispy top, but I try to avoid that. The line between ‘crispy’ and ‘burnt’ is too thin, and this is a dish that is supposed to relax me, so I go for the easy option.
I usually let it cool for five minutes afterwards. It can also be served cold, but eating it warm brings me back to my youth. I almost hear a voice telling me that everything will be all right. It usually turns out to be
You can't beat a dish made with potatoes - patatas bravas in Spain, colcannon and champ from Ireland, dear old bubble and squeak in our house here in london and your lovely Italian frittata. Greedy me would gild that particular lily with some melting grated cheese on top! Enjoyable piece, Sylvano, thanks for the read.
How I loved reading this piece, Silvano - poignant evocative, warm and generous to a fault. Thank you....in particular for sharing the recipe too. I shall give it a try.
(Somewhat coincidentally, it's along a theme I am actually working on at the moment, so I may be in touch again for some thoughts.)